Is it my shoes?

"I will stand on my own"
Well that whole idea is out the window. Not exactly a revelation. I should be more humbled by the whole idea.
At twenty-eight years old I am unable to support myself. In the twenty-eight years I have been alive I have never been solely responsible for supporting myself.
I have never had to stand on my own two feet. I don't do that now. I don't see myself doing so in the future.
~le sigh~